tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-85495292011-06-07T07:45:27.188+08:00everything should be simple..yonghwahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07493710555612332226noreply@blogger.comBlogger71100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8549529.post-1154876054169842342006-08-06T22:30:00.000+08:002006-08-06T22:54:14.256+08:00<span style="font-size:78%;">Feeling sad and happy..went to eski bar recently with zp and sec frenz..nv see them for very long time until recently becoz of NDP commitments..we order gooseberry with cranberry juice which cost us 60 and 2 bottle of henieken..was brennan bday,tt's y went eski bar..it is freaking cold inside where water droplets can freeze and your hands will go numb pretty soon..but still it was a great experience..went to watch tokyo drift after tt but the movie is juz like a copy of initial D except a lousier plot..wasted $$ on that but the cars are really awesome..saw a couple of evos and tuscani on the road juz after watching the movie when going back home..almost felt like wad i saw in the movie except tt this time it is in orchard road..great day but got NDP rehearsal on sat</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">NDP on sat was boring..juz a bit of rehearsal and it took 8 hrs..wad a waste of time..how many times must i train to open one dumb door..thou there is a 50-50 chance i will be on national TV come actual day..went geylang for dou jiang you tiao for the last time from NDP rehearsal..finally NDP is going to be over i can start counting down to ORD..exactly three more mths left..</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">sunday was ISTANA open house..my last one..felt like a zoo animal when u have to take pic with tourists and yet cannot move..kids will ask whether u are fake and try to make u move or luff..quite irritating sometimes~~but they are juz kids,so it is alright..my leg and back hurts after standing still for 1hr 10 mins for three shifts but had great time taking pics ard istana with my platoon mates..had posted all pics on my friendster..today is officially three more mths to ORD..so near yet so far..will be counting down the days...........</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">she is not replying to sms,not coming online and and shut off access to her blog..guess something has happen to her yet i felt helpless..guess she doesnt nid my help yet i am still feeling quite worried for her..perhaps she is enjoying life,mayb she is weeping..i do not know but i hope to know wad is going on..i told her i will treat her like a fren and nuthin more..so i did not know why is she doing this..feeling quite lost at this time but i hope time will make me forget,or tt she wont juz disappear again....HOpe tt she's okay and happy..i guess tt matters most now..</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">been feeling like going MOS..dont know why the sudden urge to experience all these..guess i miss out quite a lot of these places b4,so i wanna see how it is like..hope can do it this sat...will be watching this mths change of guards ceremony at sunday at 5.45..nv see one b4 thou it is mounted by my coy..tt's all..will be enjoying my well deserved rest after a weekend burn..</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">JUST HOPE SHE WILL BE ALRIGHT..</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8549529-115487605416984234?l=yonghwa.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yonghwahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07493710555612332226noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8549529.post-1154265435777948182006-07-30T20:52:00.000+08:002006-07-30T21:17:15.900+08:00<span style="font-size:78%;">Today went to goat farm with family..never went out with family for a very long time already,so decided to go with them this time..the goat farm is located in some ulu kranji area tt took ard 20 mins to go..my nieces bought 2 packets of hay to feed the goats and it was quite fun..never experience something like this b4 when i was young..so quite a unique experience for me..my nieces called those goats "yang meh meh",wonder who tot them tt..there are so many goats,but i prefer the younger ones..the feeling of them eating off ur hand is quite ticklish..took some pics but will post only after i get it..</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">later on proceed to the fish farm..saw some singray for sale,,i wonder who really buy stingray as pets..but i think it is rather cool as well..saw a rather big fish tt is huge like a car tyre..would love to have these type of unique pets one day.it reminds me of the unique seafood restaurant which i would love to try one day..now having 50 % off thou the tot of my fren spending 500+ in a meal makes mi quite sianzz..my nieces refuse to leave unless they get to buy something..so my sis bought a goldfish for them each which is now on my com table right now..at least i have some pets now~~~but it reminds me of something i shldnt remember..yesterday chat with zesin on "u cant choose to forget but u are choose not to remember"..becoz some memories shldnt be forgotten..i guess tt is true but it is rather difficult as well..</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">went for a run in the evening after feeling quite lethargic..so feeling quite refreshed now..monkey told me something interesting tt MM lee went MOS on friday nite and have the retro room to himself..i wonder how true is tt but it is really cool if he did that..he asked me to go MOS after NDP..so at least i got something to look forward to after the next 2 tough weeks..supposed to go with chongyew today but cant find more ppl coz kim is not free..rodney duty..i guess there can always be a next time..tt's all~!</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">YOU CAN CHOOSE NOT TO REMEMBER..INSTEAD OF FORGETTING..COZ SOME MEMORIES ARE NOT MEANT TO BE FORGOTTEN..</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8549529-115426543577794818?l=yonghwa.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yonghwahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07493710555612332226noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8549529.post-1154186879809400602006-07-29T22:49:00.000+08:002006-07-29T23:27:59.880+08:00<span style="font-size:78%;">Yesterday,went to play mahjong with hsing thye and biru and a few sec school frenz..known hsing thye for 8 yrs now and he still look the same to me..still that cheeky boyish look..went his gf biru hse to play mahjong..happens tt it is her father's bday and we sang a bday song for him..felt weird to be singing bday song for some stranger to me but her dad was really nice and humorous..got to eat a piece of fruit cake and tiong bahru chui kueh..delicious~!play mahjong till 3.30 am..won 16 dollar initially,but after changing seat,lost like dunno wad..in the end..lost $5..sianzz..=(..mayb nid to buy red underwear as suggested..hee..saw hsing thye and biru bickering like husband and wife,really funny given how biru will scold him for not feeding,keep hitting the wrong tile..quite a heartwarming scene..</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">Today woke up at 8 am..juz rite got a morning call from chelle..really grateful that she called coz i can nv trust my handphone alarm..though i know blaming the handphone is trying to hide the fact i juz cant wake up easily=P.. the end,i still lie on the bed for 10 mins trying</span><span style="font-size:78%;">to sleep but kept one eye open juz in case really fall asleep..by 8.15,went to bathe and got everything ready..in the end,reached national stadium half an hr early..super sianzz..training for an hr b4 rest from 2 to 7..hate the rush to wait and wait to rush from army attitude..juz like those guard of honour which we arive 3 hrs early juz so to wait..come on man,from yew tee to gombak i doubt we wont make it in time such tt we have to leave 3 hrs early..simply ridiculous~!forget it,back to the parade,watch deyi sec band perform and was superb impressed with them,cant believe they can do so much,much better than most performance in NDP,espescially compared to the precision drill from my company..open the door for "prime minister"(fake one) at ard 7 and waited for the fireworks..it is really so beautiful tt i felt so happy..dont know why oso..the fireworks really make my day..it is the best fireworks i seen after so many ndp..took a video of it,waiting for kim to send it over..whoever want it juz ask from me..</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">1 more rehearsal and the actual NDP to go..so happy tt it is going to be over..sick of wasting saturdays going kallang from dawn till dusk..</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">chatted with lishi online,nv seen her for very long time and she suggested meeting out,juz rite i nid a gal view to buy a tie,so it is juz rite..anticipating the canon in D piano piece from her as well..at least she get to learn how to play a piano,something i really loved to do as well..but doubt my family will accept..tt's all for this entry and hope more happy days will follow..</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">CHERISH WAD U HAVE AND BE HAPPY,INSTEAD OF HOPING FOR WAD U WILL NEVER HAVE AND END UP BEING SAD~!</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8549529-115418687980940060?l=yonghwa.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yonghwahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07493710555612332226noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8549529.post-1154014136178677022006-07-27T22:41:00.000+08:002006-07-28T00:01:15.236+08:00<span style="font-size:78%;">finally back home after a long day..went marina square yesterday with frens to try out carl's junior..it taste okay but it is rather expensive..perhaps it is becoz i make it double and upsize everything..overall it costs me $14 for the portobello burger combo*heartache*..luckily..the meal was quite filling and the burger was bigger than my palm..After the meal,went G2000 to get some office wear for future functions or interview for jobs after NS..i dislike the feeling of having to look so formal and wearing long sleeve shirt and dark pants..guess i just have to get used to it..bought some long sleeve shirts and a pants..will be getting a tie and belt soon as well..i wonder if i got enough money to last me through the month..</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">Next 2weeks will be quite tough with duties and parade..maybe wont be home at all..guess this will be the last period of tough times to go throughbefore NS is over..though i've been hoping for NS to end as soon as possible,i still feel quite sad to be leaving the camp and everything,not forgetting the fear of entering another phase of my life(work)....gonna be 20 soon as well,felt rather uncomfortable that i have to be known as a 20 + now but sometimes wishing i can be older as well..quite contradicting i know but cant help but feel this way..</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">came home and found my mum and sister quarreling yet again..it seems like never ending through these years..money issue is usually the cause of their agreements and it has make me so sick tt i dont really enjoy going home sometimes..somehow it has make me hope that i can have the money to solve all these issues..i guess i will have my career first and ensure i can provide for my loved one before i will settle down for myself..really gonna work real hard at studies in university instead of slacking like i did in JC and sec school..after all it is the end of yrs of education and the one that really matters..</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">throughout the years..i have changed from the cup is half full person to the cup is half empty person..used to be so optimistic about everything but no longer the case now..the innocence i found in you is something i really wish i have too..to give unconditional love and trust to everyone without expecting returns..i doubt i can do tt..but i hope one day i will be able to...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">gonna sleep already..still must go driving and swimming tml..mayb catch a movie at night..</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">HAPPINESS IS A PATH TO TRAVEL, NOT A DESTINATION..</span><br /><p><span style="font-size:78%;"></span> </p><p><span style="font-size:78%;"></span> </p><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8549529-115401413617867702?l=yonghwa.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yonghwahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07493710555612332226noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8549529.post-1153838743282561002006-07-25T22:23:00.000+08:002006-07-25T23:36:41.500+08:00<span style="font-size:78%;">Decided to blog after seeing my fren kim hang actually blog too..blogging is a good way to pass time as well</span>..<span style="font-size:78%;">today woke up at 1.24pm..havent been resting well these few weeks,thus woke up with a bad headache..went for a swim at cdans for a short swim of 30 mins before going for my driving..today driving was horrible..i was happily speeding and ignoring wad my instructor said to me..could be because of the headache but i just give a damn about anything at all..=P..i hate the feeeling of being restricted..guess i will become a danger on the road next</span><span style="font-size:78%;"> time..</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">yesterday while on duty..fadhur told me i look like a mixed blood and ask me abt how the rest of my family look like..i am okay if ppl tell me i dont look like a chinese but as long as my family is insulted in any way..i wont let the matter rest..i dont know how many times have ppl told mi i dont look chinese but i guess i just have to live with it..ppl always assume i am from those acs or acjc type of ppl but sorry i am not..i am who i am..</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">On msn just now.."monkey" commented tt i look very dao when i dont talk and look away when he say hi to me..i am sorry for tt partly for the reason i dont wear specs most of the time and i always do tt..to think i have even never greet my dad when we pass each other..it shows how serious the problem is..my frenz also told me when in town i was approached abt some modelling thingy but i totally didnt recall..i guess it is part of my "dao" problem..guess i really have to focus more.. </span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">checked out about the requirements to be an air steward..i guess my chances of being one is quite low cause i cant guarantee that i can commit for long coz of my university commitments and i do not have any cust. service experience nor ability to speak a foreign language..but neverthesless,i will still try for the next interview..If it fails,i guess i just have to find a normal job after NS and wait till University..being an air steward will allow me to experience something different from the routine route of of education and allows me see the world..wont want to be conformed to a certain way of life..</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">Anticipating the trip to MOS after NDP with my army frenz,road trip to msia and going to some pub to chill out with jc frenz, and a soccer session with zp and guys..perhaps going to u-know-where(dinesh and zesin) and a yaki yuki meal soon..</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">i pray everyone will be happy and problem free..however if life is smooth sailing,then what is the point of living??</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8549529-115383874328256100?l=yonghwa.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yonghwahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07493710555612332226noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8549529.post-1098806250772310892004-10-27T14:56:00.000+08:002004-10-26T23:57:30.773+08:00This song reflects wad i want to say to u..but i wonder will i have the chance.. <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8549529-109880625077231089?l=yonghwa.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yonghwahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07493710555612332226noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8549529.post-1098805427131625952004-10-27T14:42:00.000+08:002004-10-26T23:43:47.130+08:00I'm not a perfect person <br />There's many things I wish I didn't do <br />But I continue learning <br />I never meant to do those things to you <br />And so I have to say before I go <br />That I just want you to know <br /> <br />I've found a reason for me <br />To change who I used to be <br />A reason to start over new <br />And the reason is you <br /> <br />I'm sorry that I hurt you <br />It's something I must live with everyday <br />And all the pain I put you through <br />I wish that I could take it all away <br />And be the one who catches all your tears <br />That's why I need you to hear <br /> <br />I've found a reason for me <br />To change who I used to be <br />A reason to start over new <br />And the reason is you <br />And the reason is you <br />And the reason is you <br />And the reason is you <br /> <br />I'm not a perfect person <br />I never meant to do those things to you <br />And so I have to say before I go <br />That I just want you to know <br /> <br />I've found a reason for me <br />To change who I used to be <br />A reason to start over new <br />And the reason is you <br /> <br />I've found a reason to show <br />A side of me you didn't know <br />A reason for all that I do <br />And the reason is you <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8549529-109880542713162595?l=yonghwa.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>yonghwahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07493710555612332226noreply@blogger.com0